my 17 present...is you.

speechless.maybe it's not about the happy ending maybe it's just about the story.......
"I do.Youre my 17 present.im glad god ever met us.I miss you.since you came.then you left.I do .you know what?.bcse it's always been you...
how many times i said i hate you?everytime.
but didnt you ever realize what the truly meaning "hate" in  my dictionary?
ok,let me tell you....
i hate when im not around you, theres something, someone or.her. that will take my place from you.flirting with you.make a laugh with you.smile,chat,talk, everythingg.everythinggg.yeah.i'm jealous.maybe its not simply as that...i think i'm scared.i'm scared that you'll think she's pretty than me,smarter than me,attractive than me,interesting than me.even i know the trutth is i'm nothing .i'm not pretty smart attractive interesting talaented like you want it to be.but i guarantee you if my love will save you more than she could ever been.
 if my life will keep you warm nomatter happen.and now the "end" of the journey of "me and you".
"happy birthday ,you always have a place within my heart even youre not my "gf".i hope that you've enjoyed the time we spent.semoga bahagia ....the apple of my eyes..."
i'll never forget it.this is  the best words that i ever seen.it's repeating in my brain just once.but never left.
thank you for the journey,for every dreams we daydreamin' everyday,for the laugh ,tears,and the story.
"you're the apple of my eyes" selamat menempuh kehidupan baru masa remajaku....karena masa remajaku semua adalah tentangmu :).