hamburg song..

kadang lagu memiliki nyawa tersendiri bagi mulut yang tak mampu berkata,apa boleh buat pada nyatanya aku memang benar-benar tidak memiliki hak untuk itu.i just feel this song written to me.
sometimes music speaks laughter than words...

I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved
No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home

I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
I give much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Will you see me in the end
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
Warm me up again
Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all
You know that it could be so simple
I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way
To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for

ada kalanya kita hanya perlu duduk,dan berhenti menghakimi takdir..bukankah sudah ada hitam diatas putih ?bukankah tuhan sudah memfonis bahgia yang seperti apa dan luka yang bagaimana,satusatunya hal terbaik yang harus dilakukan...menerimanya dengan ikhlas dan terus berjalan,hidup tidak akan pernah berjalan seperti apa  yang kamu impikan karena kamu bukan penguasa dirimu,ada yang lebih berhak membolak balikan dadu...dan semoga alam memeluk doamu dengan sempurna..seperti langit yang terbolak -balik bagai lemparan sebutir dadu dengan seluruh enam sisinya sempurna bertuliskan kata "amin"!